i'm sorry i swear it i'm done

i was talking to RationalThought about drug addiction last week. i may have been too honest about my past love for prescription medication. i hope she doesn't find my painkiller stash & have me committed to a rehab clinic. just kidding, i only have excedrin now. but seriously, i LOVE using chemicals to control my mood/alertness/state of mind/everything. god gave us chemicals for a reason, people!

debate topic

The font known as Helvetica is either:

a) responsible for both the Vietnam and Iraq wars

or

b) so divine that it makes you think all your problems will be resolved... or maybe they never existed

Discuss amongst yourselves.

things i've learned 5

last night i chatted with some of my church friends till about 2:30am. today i went to work & it turned out to be an extra crazy day. by the time i got home i had a migraine & passed out in my bed till 9pm. moral of the story: even if things just start getting good when the sandy springs people leave, i probably shouldn't stay for 3 more hours consuming copious amounts of sugar & caffeine.

i'm just saying

on monday i got to do video chat with Boy. it was so fabulous to get to actually talk to him & see him (looking tanner and dorkier). since then though, i've only missed him more. only 20 more months...

unless, i get lost next year during my trip to western europe with my parents & end up in albania. you never know, it could happen.

new topic

i'm usually pretty open about my life, but there are some things i avoid talking about b/c they are too traumatic for me to want to think about again. these things include friends that have died, traumatic break-ups, and now, my thesis. i don't want to talk about it. ever. or anything remotely related to it. if you try to bring it up repeatedly in a 24 hour period (i'm looking at you, mom), i will probably just stop talking to you all together. if i want to talk to you about it, i will. but don't get your hopes up b/c that will never ever happen. thanks.